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  <title>Tea and Dragons</title>
  <subtitle>(the muse in the mirror)</subtitle>
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    <name>vr_trakowski</name>
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  <updated>2012-09-09T03:29:25Z</updated>
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    <title>It's been how long?</title>
    <published>2012-09-09T03:29:25Z</published>
    <updated>2012-09-09T03:29:25Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">So I've been rewatching &lt;em&gt;Space:&amp;nbsp;Above and Beyond&lt;/em&gt; for the first time in years, and the first time since I got the DVD set.&amp;nbsp; It's interesting to see what I&amp;nbsp;remember and what I've forgotten, and it's still an outstanding show even if the computer special effects haven't aged well.&amp;nbsp; And I still have as much of a crush as ever on Cooper. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There's something else, though.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Back when&amp;nbsp;I was living in England, in 1997, one of the four channels I&amp;nbsp;got on the TV in my room started showing S:AAB, and I started watching it--more out of desperation than anything else.&amp;nbsp; I'd refused it the first time around in the U.S. since I didn't want to watch a military show, but with just the pilot I was hooked. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I watched each episode greedily and even went to the length of going to Bristol to buy a used VCR so I could record some (no small expense for me at the time).&amp;nbsp; The movie rental place in Bath actually carried the first episode on tape, though that was the only one they ever had, and I watched that too.&amp;nbsp; I picked up some of the spin-off novels and novelizations and kid's books and graphic novels for the show--yes, they existed, but possibly only for the British fans.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I was disappointed.&amp;nbsp; Most of the plotlines/writing were terrible, and never rose above mediocre.&amp;nbsp; I thought to myself that I could do better.&amp;nbsp; Mind you, at the time my exposure to published fanfic was basically nil, and while I did eventually write a little, I was more focused on doing a better job at novelization than the official writers had.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So&amp;nbsp;I&amp;nbsp;started with the first episode I had on tape, which was &amp;quot;Hostile Visit&amp;quot;.&amp;nbsp; I spent hours rewinding in increments to get the dialogue down, and I wrote it out slowly, describing the action and interpreting the facial expressions.&amp;nbsp; I even threw in a bit of supposition here and there, to make it more interesting.&amp;nbsp; I got about three-quarters of the way through &amp;quot;Choice or Chance&amp;quot;&amp;nbsp;(maybe more) before I&amp;nbsp;went home. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Side note: I took the tapes with me but of course they wouldn't play in the U.S. machines.&amp;nbsp; I left before the station had broadcast all the episodes, and had to wait over a &lt;em&gt;year&lt;/em&gt; before someone reran it in America.&amp;nbsp; Argh.&amp;nbsp; It was &lt;em&gt;not&lt;/em&gt; released on videotape here.) &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before I&amp;nbsp;left, though, I started exploring the fledgling Internet for fandom information, and found a S:AAB fansite with fanfic.&amp;nbsp; And they accepted my novelization of &amp;quot;Hostile Visit&amp;quot;.&amp;nbsp; When&amp;nbsp;I got a FF.net account, I put it up there too. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's still there.&amp;nbsp; It dates back to before FF.net allowed italics, so I used asterisks instead.&amp;nbsp; *eyeroll*&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's fascinating to watch the episode and hear my own phrasing rising in my mind.&amp;nbsp; I've certainly improved as a writer since then, there are bits that make me wince, but it's been ages since I actually read it and I'm astonished that I could recall things at all.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oddly enough, I'd like to clean up the posted version and settle one or two words that were ambiguous on videotape but clear on DVD (there's at least two I got flat wrong).&amp;nbsp; I'd like to finish &amp;quot;Choice or Chance&amp;quot; even though the audience has to be about nil now.&amp;nbsp; But I'm afraid to mess with the FF.net version because that might pop it back up to the top of my fic list, and that would just confuse people.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wonder where I&amp;nbsp;put the hard copy... &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=343631" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-04-10:778397:339509</id>
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    <title>Hmph.</title>
    <published>2012-06-02T17:52:29Z</published>
    <updated>2012-06-02T17:52:29Z</updated>
    <category term="gainful employment"/>
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    <content type="html">Well, that's that.&amp;nbsp; My current job ends July 25th.&amp;nbsp; My bosses are pushing for a long-shot extension through some time in September, but I doubt they'll get it.&amp;nbsp; USAJobs and I are getting much better acquainted.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Two random notes: &lt;br /&gt;1. I've been too deep in OUaT fandom if I find myself dreaming of Rumpelstiltskin and Belle.&amp;nbsp; And tea.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;2. Watching the monitor reflection of my hands typing is interesting but slightly confusing.&amp;nbsp; I have fat hands.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=339509" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-04-10:778397:339327</id>
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    <title>With deep, DEEP apologies to Dido...</title>
    <published>2012-05-23T00:37:43Z</published>
    <updated>2012-05-23T00:44:05Z</updated>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <category term="music"/>
    <category term="silly"/>
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    <content type="html">&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;I'm sure it's been done, but I couldn't resist.&amp;nbsp; &lt;i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;&lt;br /&gt;White Flag&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span class="Apple-converted-space"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;(a filk)&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;I know you think that I shouldn&amp;rsquo;t still love them&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;Or write it down&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;But if I didn&amp;rsquo;t write it, well they&amp;rsquo;d still have felt it&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;Where&amp;rsquo;s the sense in that? &amp;nbsp;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;&lt;br style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; " /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;I promise I&amp;rsquo;m not trying to make your life harder&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;Denying your OTP&amp;nbsp;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;&lt;br style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; " /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;I will go down with my &amp;lsquo;ship&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;And I won&amp;rsquo;t put my hands up and surrender&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;There will be no white flag upon my blog&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;They&amp;rsquo;re in love and always will be&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; 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margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;I know that it&amp;rsquo;s not your pairing&amp;nbsp;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;But it&amp;rsquo;s right there, it&amp;rsquo;s obvious&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;It causes nothing but trouble&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;I understand if you can&amp;rsquo;t believe in it&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;But their love will never truly be over&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;It&amp;rsquo;s the one thing that makes sense&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;&lt;br style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; " /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;I will go down with my &amp;lsquo;ship&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;And I won&amp;rsquo;t put my hands up and surrender&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;There will be no white flag upon my blog&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 10px; margin-bottom: 0px !important; margin-right: 0px; margin-left: 0px; color: rgb(68, 68, 68); font-family: &amp;#39;Helvetica Neue&amp;#39;, HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: 19px; orphans: 2; text-align: -webkit-auto; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; -webkit-text-stroke-width: 0px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "&gt;&lt;em style="outline-color: initial; outline-style: none; outline-width: 0px; margin-top: 0px !important; margin-bottom: 0px !important; "&gt;They&amp;rsquo;re in love and always will be&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=339327" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; 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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-04-10:778397:336843</id>
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    <title>Mmgnggh</title>
    <published>2012-03-26T00:01:22Z</published>
    <updated>2012-03-26T00:33:46Z</updated>
    <category term="gainful employment"/>
    <category term="blake's 7"/>
    <category term="corporeal form"/>
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    <content type="html">Yeah, been a while.  Personal stuff (nobody died) I am not at liberty to discuss in a public forum, etc.  New glasses I'm not sure I like.  Tax refund.  Lots of books.  Finding out I don't care for the &lt;em&gt;Blade Runner&lt;/em&gt; soundtrack, such as it is.  Having to temporarily move two offices' worth of paperwork--my ex-boss has a Francis Crick book autographed &lt;em&gt;to him*,&lt;/em&gt; and it looks like he left it in a puddle at some point.  *sigh*  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The quirkiest thing that has happened lately is that I purchased (among other things, thanks for the birthday presents &lt;span style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='https://cincoflex.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://cincoflex.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;cincoflex&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;!) two CDs.  One is a re-press from a vinyl album, Cleo Laine's and James Galway's &lt;em&gt;Sometimes When We Touch&lt;/em&gt;.  This is an album I grew up with.  It includes the fantastic &lt;em&gt;Anyone Can Whistle&lt;/em&gt;, which is something of a personal joke for me.  It also includes &lt;em&gt;How, Where, When?,&lt;/em&gt; which is an interpretation of Pachelbel's Canon &amp;amp; Gigue in D (yes, that one).  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other is &lt;em&gt;Pachelbel's Greatest Hit&lt;/em&gt;, which I got in part because the &lt;em&gt;Mutts &lt;/em&gt;illustrations amused me.  It's a collection of different versions of that canon.  Guess what one of them is...  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's almost as good a conjunction as the time I was recording &lt;em&gt;Blake's 7 &lt;/em&gt;episodes over old &lt;em&gt;Doctor Who&lt;/em&gt; eps, missed the one where Colin Baker guest-starred and left a space for it, then realised/realized/ahscrewiti'mwritingtoomuchHPfic that the &lt;em&gt;Doctor Who&lt;/em&gt; ep left in the space was the Colin Baker one that Paul Darrow guest-starred in.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, high blood pressure makes my dreams much more vivid and long, but makes it hard to sleep deeply.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This concludes the random update for the evening.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Not that Crick wasn't involved in dodgy research, but it's still a bit lust-inducing, at least for a science bibliophile.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=336843" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Help?</title>
    <published>2012-03-01T22:56:23Z</published>
    <updated>2012-03-01T22:56:23Z</updated>
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    <category term="request"/>
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    <content type="html">I really, really need some escapism just now.&amp;nbsp; I realize it's a small fandom, but can anyone recommend some good Lily/Snape fics?&amp;nbsp; Happy endings, please, I'm not up for undiluted angst.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thank you!&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=335690" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-04-10:778397:333837</id>
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    <title>Juuuuust what I needed.</title>
    <published>2012-02-16T07:24:09Z</published>
    <updated>2012-02-16T07:24:09Z</updated>
    <category term="gripe gripe gripe"/>
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    <content type="html">I've started mainlining &lt;em&gt;Once Upon a Time&lt;/em&gt;.&amp;nbsp; I consider this to be entirely the fault of Zionangel's Tumblr.&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn't need another fandom, I really really didn't...&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=333837" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2011-04-10:778397:332752</id>
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    <title>It's kind of scary, actually</title>
    <published>2012-02-03T02:27:53Z</published>
    <updated>2012-02-03T02:27:53Z</updated>
    <category term="fandom"/>
    <category term="tv"/>
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    <content type="html">I haven't watched the (relatively) new &lt;em&gt;Sherlock,&lt;/em&gt; in part because I&amp;nbsp;find the idea of an out-of-period remake irritating (why??&amp;nbsp; What on earth moves people to do that?).&amp;nbsp; So I don't know much about it. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I&amp;nbsp;looked it up tonight and am absolutely boggled that fandom has exploded over a show that's only had &lt;em&gt;six episodes&lt;/em&gt;.&amp;nbsp; Are they double-length or some such?&amp;nbsp; Even &lt;em&gt;Firefly&lt;/em&gt; took fourteen. &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=332752" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>All right, all right already.</title>
    <published>2011-06-06T01:13:14Z</published>
    <updated>2011-06-06T01:13:14Z</updated>
    <category term="tv"/>
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    <content type="html">I give up.&amp;nbsp; I'm going to try watching &lt;em&gt;Criminal Minds.&lt;/em&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mingsmommy and Smacky30, this is &lt;em&gt;all your fault.&lt;/em&gt; &amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmph.&amp;nbsp; ( :P )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=vr_trakowski&amp;ditemid=309259" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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