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[personal profile] vr_trakowski
Dear CBS (and all attendant companies and producers):

You’ve finally done it.  I’m quitting CSI.

I started watching back in the summer of 2003 because there was no good sci-fi on (I don’t care for StarGateTV) and rather surprised myself by falling for Brass.  And then I got into the fandom, and found out about GSR, and I was lost.

For ten years.

I joined the myriad of fans who loved the stories, the science, the characters.  I spent endless hours watching back episodes, reading fic, chatting online with fellow fen, making wonderful new friends.  And writing fic.  And writing, and writing, and writing.
One hundred and thirty-five posted stories, give or take a couple.  Some of them co-authored with [livejournal.com profile] cincoflex; one of them over a hundred-seventy-thousand words.  Plus the private gifts and the unfinished stuff.  Most of them were fixing the GSR problem, over and over again, but not all of them.

Writing CSI fic matured me as a writer, but more importantly it showed me that I wrote well.  That I had something to offer.  The CSI fandom showed me that my gift is a true one, and worth using.

Ah, GSR.  You, CBS, meant it to be there from the very beginning, but you took your own sweet time about bringing it to fruition.  We didn’t mind, not really; it just gave us more to think about, discuss, speculate on, and write about.

You gave it to us eventually.  Slowly and subtly, and--in the end--beautifully.

And then you broke it.  And fixed it, and broke it again.  And then you broke it one more time.

In the meantime, you took characters we’d loved for years and treated them like cheap toys.  You rewrote their pasts, you distorted their personalities, you put words in their mouths they’d never say and made them do things that made no sense.  You got rid of excellent characters and brought in interchangeable replacements.

You turned a thoughtful, often terrific show into dead-blonde-of-the-week with occasional forays into break the cutie.

I could fix the GSR again; I even tried it once.  But honestly I don’t have the energy any longer.  Grissom’s gone, Sara’s back where she began, Brass is practically unrecognizable and you’re getting rid of him anyway.

Congratulations; I don’t care enough any more.

Oh, you won’t miss me.  I wouldn’t buy an SUV even if I could afford one, and I was never your target audience as it was.  But I’m hardly the first to leave.  The fen have been trickling away ever since Grissom left, and every time you hurt the show another one decides not to watch the next episode.

It’s your show.  It’s your right.  Go on, squeeze out every drop you can.  But know this:

You broke our hearts.  You didn’t have to, but you did.  And that is a very shabby way to treat the people who watch your shows.

No love, VR Trakowski 

Date: 2014-04-27 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cincoflex.livejournal.com
I'm totally with you on this one, and I know I did myself a favor by leaving when the GSR story arc ended to my satisfaction.

From your lips to God's ear . . .

Date: 2014-05-09 01:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
If only! :P

Yeah, I think I should have left then too. *sigh*

Date: 2014-04-27 03:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tres_mechante.livejournal.com
You hung in there longer - much longer - than I did. Sometimes it feels like the writers/show runners are bored but don't want to put in the effort to look for another job, just marking time until something
Ng better magically appears. *le sigh*

Date: 2014-05-09 01:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
I think it's all money--as long as it's popular, they'll keep going, even when they've run out of decent plots.

Date: 2014-04-27 12:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anamin.livejournal.com
Yeah. . .I agree. I own seasons 1-8, and only 1-8. I have seen literally, half of CSI now, and I'm good with that. It's a shame really. I've seen the odd episode online due to guest celebs, but that's it. I wish it were otherwise, but it is what it is.

Date: 2014-05-09 01:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
You are wiser than I! I'm trying to gradually fill in missing seasons on DVD, but I won't go further than Way to Go.

Date: 2014-05-09 09:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anamin.livejournal.com
I am curious about that last half of the life-cycle that I've missed, but, it really lost all magic for me after season 8

Date: 2014-04-27 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [personal profile] spockside
CSI to me has always been Gil Grissom and his team. It was clever of the PTB to try replacing him, but none of their choices worked for me. Not just because of my love for GSR.

Date: 2014-05-09 01:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
Yes, I think they should have just gracefully shut it down when he left. It was making too much money, though.

Date: 2014-04-29 01:23 am (UTC)
bunchofgrapes: (Brass - um yeah)
From: [personal profile] bunchofgrapes
Well said! Getting rid of Brass is the end for me. I hung in there because Paul was still giving it all he had for the scraps they gave him. I'm sad and angry at how they've treated him but I'm glad he's out. Watching this show since Grissom left has been extremely painful.

And I still love that you initially fell for Brass :-)

Date: 2014-05-09 01:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
It really has been painful. And they have been so bad to Brass. I wonder why he bothered!

Ah, one never forgets one's first love. :D

Date: 2014-04-29 04:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jenbachand.livejournal.com
I couldn't agree more. It got axed from the dvr this season after 2 years of sporadic episode watching. I miss the comradeship more than the show at this point.

Date: 2014-05-09 01:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
Yes, the fandom is fading as well, which is a pity!

Date: 2014-04-30 05:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kay18jay.livejournal.com
I've been gone for a few years already. I couldn't bear to see Sarah on the show without Grissom. Thanks for putting into words what I couldn't.
Jane

Date: 2014-05-09 01:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vr-trakowski.livejournal.com
You're welcome--thanks for reading! It's been pretty painful--the more so since they messed up the GSR.

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