Ugh

[vr_trakowski]

My insides hurt so much today (I think the nerves are regrown now, mostly) that I took one of the prescription analgesics left over from the surgeries.  It didn't work very well, so five hours later I took another one. 

I don't understand why people enjoy being stoned.  I found it very unnerving.  Stopped hurting, though. 

Comments

[shippygrl.livejournal.com]

I've never enjoyed the stoned feeling either. The first time I was ever truly out of it I was still slightly under the effect of anesthesia and took some vicodin, and I hallucinated enough to make me cry. BAD TRIP. Generally, narcotic painkillers make me feel vomity, and I don't come out of anesthesia/out of painkiller haze very well~usually end up anxious and a little freaked out. And the two times I've tried marijuana I didn't really see the big deal either. I mean, it was way more pleasant than painkillers, but it really wasn't all I had thought it would be.

[vr-trakowski.livejournal.com]

I find general anesthetic to be relaxing, myself, and IV morphine is fine though a heavy dose makes my eyes roll back in my head. But this buzzed-while-vertical feeling is just not good.

Saves time and trouble, I suppose! :P

[cincoflex.livejournal.com]

heh, you and I like being very clear about what reality is and being able to function--we're definitely not the sort to like any part of that altered.

That being said I'm sorry you were hurting; you'll keep an eye on that, won't you?

Concerned Cinco is concerned.

[vr-trakowski.livejournal.com]

Very true! And yes, I will, thanks. *hug*

[spockside]

Ergh. My sympathies, and may your corporeal form balance itself out soon!

Perhaps a trip to San Sebastian?

[vr-trakowski.livejournal.com]

I wish! Thank you. It's better now.

[vespertinesoul.livejournal.com]

Dear V,

I hope that you're okay, and that you will recover very soon from the surgery. Wishing you all the best, hang in there!

*Hugs*

[vr-trakowski.livejournal.com]

Oh, thanks--the surgery was some time back, but I had the meds left over. It's taken a while for the nerves to come back on line, that's all.

I appreciate it!

[boubabe14.livejournal.com]

Me and Tug are sending healing waves of karma across the miles. Hope you feel better soon.

[vr-trakowski.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I do now! Possibly due to just that. ;)

[anamin.livejournal.com]

Glad you've stopped hurting. :)

[vr-trakowski.livejournal.com]

Me toooo! Thanks. :D